I will never forget the day my uncle my Pastor my friend told me you cant be a openly gay directing the choir. I was so hurt how he said that I literally went into depression because what I love doing was taken away. He remove me from my post. The shade of it all he been knew I was gay and he hated I wanted to come out of the closet. He felt he cant let his nephew direct the choir with a demonic spirit. That was the end our father & son relationship and I told Bishop Melvin Cartwright I cant stay a member of True Church of Holiness. If I didnt have Jonathan Neal Flakes in my life I would have committed suicide. Due to his late night conversations I came to the conclusion I have so much to live for.